I think I have OCD and a nervous disposition, what should I do?

Rebekah, I don't believe that you have OCD, I think that you are a perfectionist that every thing has it's place and you feel that everything should stay in that place and you don't like it if things are changed from where it belongs, as far as a Nervous Disposition there is such a thing as a Social Anxiety Disorder that when in a situation that puts you out of your comfort space that you get uncomfortable within a crowd of people and almost go into a panic attack. I think you are a worrier regarding being away from your Family Members and again get placed out of ur comfort Zone, I suggest that a counselor could help you work most of this stuff out and You could and deserve to feel normal whatever your normal situation may be. I wish you luck and a Happier Life. Rita