Ok guys i dont ant u think im fast but im 14 and want a baby?

to be honest the main reason i want a baby is because my mother is never here.....im not loved.....i hate beign here.....and a baby will vhange all that i dont like to go out with friends so im in the house all the tiime anyway and i watch my niece all the time she now 7 months she coming to stya over for 5 days today so i see how i goes but fot the most part my niece is very easy she doessnt cry she really little and shes perfect being as mother seems easy from my eexperience i never once heard my niece cry but once and she 7 months so babies are easy